A caged bat of paradise.

uuugh. this pawn just wants to move one space WITHOUT HAVING A FUCKING SETBACK!!!

god damn, if this is what its like moving yourself id hate to have a player over my head.

so, just as my foot began healing, and i started preparing for a personal project of mine, complications rise.


you remember the girl i mentioned earlier? the one whos death/dissapearence may be related to my unknown visitor?? apparently my questions have reached her friends attention......and they are not taking it well.

i was greeted by three of them in a nearby park last thursday. it was a completely irritating waste of time.

at first it was just useless flexing of egotistical psuedo-muscle; "are you the little bitch asking questions you haven  obuisness asking?!" "you killed her didnt you??" etc. etc.

so the little shits started throwing rocks and sticks at me.

fun fact; i am a bad person constantly doing good things to try not to be bad. the advantage of this, is once some one decides to fuck with my good will, i become much more fun(in my opinion).

i took out my butterfly knife and made it nice and clear to them; "listen very carefully. your going to fuck off."

uuugh. WHY do i feel the need to not cross this line??

i have so much anger; such disgust for these people.

granted, im not much better. but atleast i have no high horse i sit on.

perhaps i could get some advice on self control. anyone interested???? shady perhaps??

well, my qualms actually are the least of your concerns at the moment.

irrelevant.

so i scared the little slugs off, only to have them give a false report of being "attacked" to a police officer (WHY oh fucking WHY didnt i just kill them!??!) and i was of course arrested soon after.

for the past week ive been grounded to my room (either my body needs to grow to match my mind, or my mind needs to degenerate to my bodies current status. either way, i have no sanctuary)

im free after today though. i should probably get to work on my project.

i have a mouse trap to set.

)*SERVE*(

HEaling

my foot is finally HEaling.

this is veeeeery good news.

i will soon be able to run again.

and then.

then. i will find HIM.

no, not the slenderman.

something much less respectable and powerful...and more so disgusting and slimy and pathetic.

it irritates me that this man is still BREATHING......

....but maybe. i can fix that.

)*SERVE*(